I'm a bit urked right now... for some reason an old friend of mine decided it would be cool to flame me on a message board I frequent... and yes, most of you know which board I'm talking about and even whom I speak of - and he did it for apparently no reason. I guess that people really don't ever let go of things, no matter what they say. He and I did some hurtful things to each other, and I'm not going to play the blame game because really we're both to blame, but it seems that despite the fact that we both said goodbye to our differences and sorry about what we had done, he sees it fit to slam me when I compliment him on his music. I suppose that in a small, VERY small way I see where he's coming from - mostly because in a lot of ways, you just can't go back to old friendships or relationships and have them be the same. But, I don't believe that there is a reason to be hurtful when there's been no reason given to be. I get really tired of drama - especially when there's no reason for it. I'm at a point in my life now where I say what's on my mind when it's on my mind - and if people don't like that fact, they can fuck off, period. I've spent the last seven years of my life doing things for other people and taking care of people who are ungrateful. I'm tired of it. I'm not going to burn bridges or talk shit - that merely makes for more drama - but I am going to say that there was no reason for this to come about, and it makes me realize that I should stop trying to be nice to people who really just turn around and stab me in the back.


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